Well my mother-in-law left today which means I am on my own for the first time. Copeland has become a little fussy (he has never been a crier until this point). It makes motherhood a little hard. Ik now it will pass but I am tired (from him waking up all night) and I wish I knew why he was crying. I feel like he is either crying or asleep. Which means I feel like I am not spending time with him loving on him and playing. This has actually only been a few days that this is happening but its funny when you are a new mom and figuring things out a few days feels like forever. I now see why maternity leave is so important.

Josh and I got to go on a date which was nice. We are still husband and wife even if being mom and dad takes up a lot of time. It was nice to sit across from him and connect. I am blessed to have the husband I have.

We had our first halloween (first halloween for Copeland and our first to hand out candy to trick-or-treaters it was fun!) Copeland was a bear.