well josh and i went to the doctor today and he said if copeland is not hear by wed that we will break my water. that means in a week, if not sooner, i will be a mommy. not going to lie that makes me a little nervous but more excited. i am going to meet my son, i cant believe it. copeland i love u so much already and seeing ur sweet face will only make it better. daddy and mommy are so ready for u son. dont know if i am ready for how life is about to change but here it comes ready or not. we will keep u posted.