As Copeland gets older we are having more and more convos about #2. I am so excited to expand my family HOWEVER...

Copeland is so so good, I mean just the best baby ever. He only cries if tired or hunger. He has a huge perfect smile all the time, he does the funniest thing and so much more. What if another baby does not have his mannerisms?? I will be lost. I guess what I am really saying is I love love love my sweet boy and I am thankful for every little thing that makes him, him. The Lord was so gracious to Josh and I with this one.

I have to remember that we did nothing to make him this way and it is ALL the Lord, He will give us a special, perfect baby when time comes for #2. Even if that little one is different from C

On other Copeland notes, we went to a wedding rehearsal tonight and saw a cute little boy (ring boy) who was umm maybe 3 or 4 and he was so cute and it hit me... Copeland will be that big someday. Wow I cant believe it. No for real I cant picture him being anything more then he is now. This week I have really felt like he is becoming a big boy (first time). He is becoming so independent and I love it just love watching him grow but the whole "they grow up so fast" is coming true for me and it is a little sad. I just cant believe how much they change so quickly.

Mommy and Daddy love you pumpkin head

In other news stay at home moms (I am a new one) is it normal to be a little jealous of how you baby is with daddy?? Copeland does totally different things with Josh and while it warms my heart to see that bond with them I am also thinking "I wish he would do that with me." Am I the only one?