I am really enjoying being pregnant.
Now let me explain. Yes it makes the hot summer even hotter, I feel like a beached whale and then am reminded I look like one when I see myself in the mirror, It is odd to have this extra foreign thing coming out of your body and it hurts sometimes. Oh and did I mention my new favorite place is the restroom bc I pee every 4 sec. BUT it is also a weird gift. That something is growing inside of you. That my little man is only a little over a pound and I can feel him inside of me, its like he is saying "hey mom still here." Its like you are responsible for this little thing and all the sudden the world seems so different. Like how I am going to give birth is the biggest choice I have ever made and I cant take it lightly. It has just hit me this week what a gift it is even if labor totally sucks (we will see if I take this all back during labor.) Thank you Lord for this little man (ps- I am overjoyed that I am having a boy) and the chance to carry him. While I truly believe that all our children will not be carried by me, I am overwhelmed by the blessing that this one is. Praise be to you alone the creator of this and of my little Copeland.
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